I guess they didn’t realize
that when I say I’m doing badly, I actually am doing that badly, or worse.
they both left the facebook chats.. I had been talking to them to keep myself from going to the railroad tracks, getting hit.
Today at school my head was down in most of my classes, no one came up to me, no one checked if I was okay, no one cared, everyone leaves
aaah what the hell is going on in my head.. I need.. I don’t know what I need.
I need to be okay, or a little better, and I’m not.
okay.. I’m going out.. somehwere. Disappear for a while, hopefully? forever
(edit: shit, I just remembered that one of you follows me on tumblr. ahh. I’m sorry, so sorry. Maybe you couldn’t have helped anyway right now, I’m just a mess..so sensitive, right now, to such tiny things like being left. I’m so sorry. Love you.)
